"I'm so scared that I'll lose you forever. That you'll realize you don't deserve my bullshit and trust issues. I'm scared you will leave me for someone we both know is better for you. Someone that can give you true happiness and won't have such negative thoughts all the time and overreact about things. I'm sorry I can't be that girl. Even if it's just for a little while that I have your heart, I'm scared you'll get sick of me and break my heart. "