"i sleep with my boss. well, sleep is a euphamism. i have sex with my boss. i let him because i get to keep my job and because i get paid well and scared if i don't i will be out on the street. he's a nice enough guy, don't get me wrong, he is 25 yrs older than me, he has a crush on me and he gets into it when he has sex with me. i also confess that when he has sex with me i mostly enjoy the attention and the absolute feeling of being trapped by him. when i know i can't escape him and he is going to penetrate me i get so wet at the anticipation i just want him to do it and not to stop. when he is inside of me i am so completely lost in it, when he comes i just want to take every bit of him. he lays on me for a minuite or two and i dream i can feel his sperm swimming inside of me looking to make me pregnant. i cry because i am on the pill and his sperm just goes to waste."