"my secret it that i really like to look at other men naked. i am fascinated by their penis, just hanging there waiting to be awakened. where other guys talk about girls i think about guys i know. i am most turned on by older men, especially men who do work with their hands, and especially truck drivers. i hang out at truck stops and urinals just to get a peak. more than once i've been caught looking and more than once i've followed him into his truck and given a bj. i feel really bad afterwards, but when i get home i masturbate remembering with every detail what i just did."