"God. I did it again today. I had sex with my new boyfriend. We have been together for a little more than a month. Really like him, he is really special. Still I couldnt hold myself and we had it two weeks after going out. We just had unprotected sex, I know that my actions will decide my future, but please please pray for me to not be pregnant. Why can't I never learn my lesson and behave? My parents had given me everything and I'm so thank ful! I don't want them to be ashamed of me. Please God, please I'm sorry... I don't want a baby yet! Please please I'm sorry."